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Monday, January 2, 2012

Unexplained or simply an over active imagination....



From a very young age, I've been attracted to all things paranormal. Be it Ghosts, Aliens, and the unknown. I would sit with my grandmother and ask her to tell me horror stories for fun. I remember sitting there so intrigued, my imagination going wild. My dad would talk about aliens, and my favorite shows were always pertaining to ghosts or mysteries.                           

As I got older, my fascination with the unknown grew. There's an old tale that my mom's family told. They say when you're about to die, your spiritual body 'soul' 'being' will make visits to anyone who is important to them. They manifest themselves as real, living beings. These beings would talk to their loved ones like it was any ol' day. Then a few days later they'd be told that the person had passed away  the day after they visited. That always stuck with me. I would wonder if it would ever happen to me. It hasn't happened yet, but that doesn't mean that it can't or wont...


My first ghostly encounter was right after my grandfather passed. I had just returned from his wake and ran up to the apartment to grab something. I walked in, grabbed what I needed and was headed out the door but when I tried to open it, it wouldn't budge. Our apartment building was built in the 1800's and had very old wooden doors and locks. I blamed my entrapment to just that. I tried to open it for what seemed like an eternity. I ran into my parents room and yelled out the window, 'I can't get out, I'm stuck' My parents looked at me like I was a nut. Did you try unlocking it? they asked. Well duh, hello! Just wiggle it and it should work. Well, I wiggled and wiggled the door until it finally opened. I ran downstairs not thinking anything of it. Two days later, my dad was trapped in the apartment. He tried for 30 minutes he said, until he finally just sat down and said, Heriberto, miestro, dejeme abrir la puerta. Heriberto was my grandfather's name and Miestro is what they called one another. It's slang for Maestro. My dad laughed and walked up to the door and it opened. Weird huh? Well, I think it was my grandfather playing a prank on me also. My gpa and I were very close. I was his first grand daughter and for that he had me spoiled. We would always joke around like that.


So I know I didn't see a ghost, nor is there concrete evidence that my being stuck was him but I'd like to think that perhaps it was him, playing one last joke on his grand daughter. 


My second encounter came years later after my grandmother passed. I was in the 9th or 10th grade. I had been wanting to see a new Tool video that had come out a few weeks prior and I was finally able to catch the video one night.This was when MTV still aired Music Videos. So I was sitting alone in the Living room of my parents house, everyone had already gone to bed, and the whole house was dark except the light from the TV. I was sitting on the edge of the coffee table when out of the corner of my eye I catch a shadow lingering. As I turn my head, the shadow proceeds to go up the stairs. I immediately turned off the tv and ran up stairs like a bat outta hell. My grandmother's room was across the hall from mine so I just quickly turned the corner and ran into my room. The next morning I told my parents what had happened and my mom being the sensible one of the family said it was just my imagination playing tricks on me. My dad on the other hand, is also a big believer of spiritual beings. He later told me that perhaps it was my grandmother going to her room. I do believe that it might have been her. Oh let me back track a bit. I forgot to mention that one night before the shadowy imagine I had woken up with some pretty gnarly scratches on my back. I had attributed to me scratching my self in the night. However, the scratches were on a part of my back that no matter how hard I tried, I couldn't reach with ease. I'm not sure how they got there but one thing is for certain. It wasn't me. Later that year, my friend Melissa came to visit from NY. One night she says that as she's going to sleep she felt someone grab her legs from about her knees and slide down to her ankles. It wasn't me as I was already asleep and no one else was in the room. 


There's an urban legend that says when you get a whiff of roses, a spirit is about. I've experienced this once. I was babysitting and had just come down from putting them to bed when I got a hint of roses. I freaked out because I was alone in the house and not my house. I just sank into the couch and waiting impatiently for their parents to come. 



I went a few years without any sort of activity until 2007. J and I had just moved into an apartment when it began again. This time I didn't see anything just felt things. I wouldn't feel them all the time but when I did it shook me to my core. I would feel things following me or just there. We then moved out and into an apartment with one of our friends. It followed me there. I would again feel something behind me but when I turned around there was nothing. We moved again into yet another apartment and acquired a cat. Yes we are semi nomadic. Well this cat would sit at the end of the hallway and just stare at the wall. She wouldn't move just stared. It freaked me out. The feeling of being stared at is annoying enough when it's an actual person but when it's something you cannot see it just irritating beyond words. This lasted for about half a year until we moved AGAIN into a duplex down the street. Let me give you a little background on the place we're at now. The duplex is literaly down the street from where we previously lived. We were on the hunt for something with a back yard since we were expecting Jett to arrive at the Beginning of the year. We looked around for something nice enough to hold us off until we moved into a house that we would own. We found this place in a nice area, the rent wasn't bad, it has a backyard and it was a decent size. The tenants that lived here before us were nuns... okay, nuns are creepy. I'm sorry if I offend anyone by saying that, but it's my personal opinion.
This is what I think of. I remember seeing this cover when I was a kid and being extremely frightened. 
So, we move in and even before bringing anything into the house, I felt something very familiar. I was uneasy walking into the place but didn't think anything of it. I told myself I was much too old to actually believe in ghosts. But in the back of my mind I knew I wasn't. I knew I felt something, and my feelings became a reality shortly after. 


We had just brought Jett home from the hospital and were getting into the swing of things. I would wake up at all hours of the night to feed or change him. I had J's help so he'd wake up and tend to him when I was just too beat to move. One night J woke up to feed Jett while I tried to catch some zzz's. The next morning, I walk into the baby's room and I see the swing is turned on. Just rocking back and forth. I looked at the knob and it was turned on. I turned it off and went about my day. A few days later I was talking to J and just happened to bring up that night. Mid conversation I asked, Hey did you turn on the swing the other night? *Record scratch* Blank look on his face um NO. I thought you did. No I was asleep the whole time. He said when he walked into his room the swing was going full blast and he thought I had forgotten to turn it off from earlier in the day. 
That did not sit well with me. I was officially freaked out. After that, things started happening more frequently. J said he heard grows coming from the kitchen and when he walked to it, it would stop. After 3 attempts at trying to figure out what it was, he was frightened enough to turn off his Play Station and come to bed. Jett constantly looks past me, behind me, stares. Sometimes laughs, sometimes he just looks and talks. It's frighting. I don't know what he sees. I don't know if he does actually see something or if he's just being silly. But I constantly feel like I'm being watched. I hear foot steps, and see shadows. It's gotten past the point of annoyance and gone straight to fear. J has even seen a figure sitting on the bed and thinking it was me but I wasn't even at the house. Jett was with my parents and I had gone out for the night. He was completely alone in the house. 


One evening, this was before J saw the figure sitting next to him. I had my cousin and his girlfriend over for drinks. We were sitting out side talking when the conversation turned to ghosts. We were telling his gf about a night that Chris and I had been sitting on the sofa watching a program about aliens when we both saw a large burly shadow walking past the window outside. I didn't say anything at first and neither did he. It was finally after a few minutes of silence that I said, do you believe in ghosts? He just said, you saw that too huh? The gate to our back yard is locked. There was no one (living) out there. We had just come from outside. Well we were telling her this story and she starting telling us about her dad. Her dad is deceased. And has been for a very long time. Every time she would mention his name or make reference to him, something would happen. Without fail. Footsteps on the gravel, lights flickering, unexplained noises and the hay that broke the camel's back was when an ungodly amount of bats emerged from the tree above causing all this unsettling noise. The very last time she mentioned him that evening, one single white feather fell from above and landed between Chris and I. We all booked it inside. 


My last rant for this very long post is pertaining to orbs. I know these are very easily disproven with dust in the lens but if that were the case, wouldn't all the pictures taken with that same camera and only seconds apart share the same orbs? The day of our wedding I had chris take some shots with my camera while Chantal took the official ones with hers. In several but not all of the photographs there appear to be orbs around my head or next to whomever was next to me. Here are some for you to look at....


              Some might think it's merely dusk, but some of us think it's our loved ones who have passed and continue to watch over us from the other side. Take it how you will.


I'm a very strong believer, and I believe that these pictures not only captured us, but also our loved ones that couldn't be there in the flesh. 















Goodnight all, don't let the bed bugs bite, or ghosts pull on your legs, or lay next to you. 

Tuesday, December 27, 2011

Nice to meet you Mr. Independent


More than half a year has passed since the last blog update, so it's time for some fresh material. So many things have transpired from then to now... Jett's first Halloween and Thanksgiving, J and I got married, Jett turned one and although Jett was around last Christmas, he didn't get to spend it with us at home. He was still in the hospital, hooked up to all sorts of machinery. So we called this his 1st Christmas. He's grown to be such an independent little boy, he amazes me each and every day with something new he's discovered. 



Around his 6th month Birthday, Jett started to sit up on his own. He would sit like a tripod for a few seconds, then topple over like a big headed doll. Closer to his 7th month Birthday he actually started sitting up unsupported for long periods of time. He also started eating more solids as opposed to only milk. 



Here's dad feeding him so carrots which he loved
at this age. Now, not so much



April.2011 4 Months
Here he is trying his had at drinking from a cup. He didn't quite understand that he needed to tilt his head back to drink so he didn't get much on his own. Surprisingly enough, he does really well with a straw.


May.2011 5 Months 
JUNE 2011 
J got to experience his first Father's Day. As always I didn't know what to get him so instead of buying something impersonal, I opted for something he'd cherish for a very long time. My parents helped me make a plaster print of Jett's hand and foot. After about 15 attempts, we got a decent enough print. I had a mini shoot with Jett where he was holding a Sign that says, " I love my Papa" I printed and framed a few, painted the plaster prints and handed over the goods. The look on his face was priceless! He has the pictures on his night stand and looks at them every night before bed and every morning. He loves that child with everything he's got. 


June.2011 6 Months


Look at that fat little face. He was still wobbly on his own so I sat him in the Bumbo for a mini shoot.


JULY 2011 


July.2011 7 Months
 Anyone who knows J knows that he LOVES to cook. So what better way to celebrate our independence from Britain than with some delicious food cooked by the best chef I know. We had all of our close friends and family over and tons of fun was had. Of course of all the holiday's we've celebrated this year, this is the only one I didn't photograph. So the picture below is of Jett about 2 weeks after the 4th. 




Jett's 1st pool. He was a bit hesitant at first, but after a few minutes he was in love. We've got a fish on our hands.


AUGUST 2011 
Jett turned 8 months old and the independent steak has started. He started to rock on his knees back and forth at the beginining of the month, then about half way through he started to figure out that he could get to places if he "crawled" to them. However, he didn't start the crawling like most children do. Instead of going forward, he crawled like an army man backwards. Took him forever to get where he wanted to be but he's as stubborn and determined as an ox. He screamed, yelled and clawed until he got where and what he wanted.

Aug.2011 8 Months










Here he is sitting so perfectly still for his papa. 
He's a little cowboy.















SEPTEMBER.2011
September was a fun filled month. The daily weather was 110. My bestie came down from NYC to visit with her awesome fiance Shaun. We ran around Soco, ate tons of food, visited the Capital and even went under the Congress   bridge to see all the bats. It was awesome!




J and Jett being silly at the Capitol Sept.2011


Meli and Shaun Sept.2011




 Benjamin turned One in September so we went to Amy's Ice Cream for his partay. Kids had fun, parents had fun. It was awesome. 
Sept.2011 Reading some Elmo while waiting for food.


Weee, Happy Birthday Ben :)

Pecan Street Festival was the last week of September so of course I asked Chani to accompany Jett and I to sweat about 100lbs. It was a blast. J's mom came with us and helped with the boys. We walked around Pecan Street in Down Town Austin for a good hour. We saw all types of people, from strange to just pain out of this world. We even saw a girl wearing leather socks over her flip flops in 1000 degree weather. WTH is wrong with people? Jett and Ben got a caricature drawn of them. At first I thought it was the cutest thing ever. Now that I look at it, it makes me laugh. Jett looks like Bush and Ben looks like Conan. Every time I see it, I'm reminded of that day. I suppose that the purpose of a drawing or a picture. It's to hold on to that moment in time.  

Sept.2011 Pecan Street Festival
The Beginning of our long walk. My goodness it was so hot that day.
Sept.2011 Pecan Street Festival








 Jett and Ben posing in front of one of the many artistic cows living in Austin TX. Poor dudes were so hot. Jett is even pant less.


OCTOBER 2011


A month full of Falling leaves, pumpkins, cool fall breeze. And Jett's 1st Thanksgiving and Halloween. Pumpkin patches are synonymous with cool weather, cute babies or puppies and their proud parents taking some super cute pictures. This year, we've got just that. One cute baby to sit and pose in front of pumpkins to snap those pictures. We took a trip out to the Elgin Christmas Tree farm in, well, Elgin TX. We rode the Haunted Hay ride, walked around the corn maze, and then stopped by the petting zoo on our way out. Jett was laughing hysterically at the baby goats so I let him pet one. Yikes, probably not the best idea. One of the goats nibbled on his finger and the melt down began. He wasn't pleased with that goat after that. 


After leaving the Tree farm we headed into town to get some elgin BBQ. I believe the name of the place was Meyer's. It wasn't very good. The Brisket was dry, the BBQ sauce was watery and the sausage was... well enough about the bad. The experience as a whole was wonderful. 




Oct.2011 Elgin, TX

J and Jett at the farm
Father son moment. Look at those smiles 


Jett telling me that he doesn't want any more pictures :p

That baby's got 4 arms! 




For Halloween, we dressed Jett up at Batman. It was only fitting since his father is a total comic geek. He would not wear the mask for anything. I think it's a guy thing. He hates hats too. I have to trick him to wear it when it's cold out. We went over to J's mom's neighborhood to trick or treat. By that I mean, mom would ask for candies and dad would take more than the sign said to take when they left them out in a pot. I've got proof! 
Grucho, the Bat Signal has gone off... I must be leaving. 

I lied, he wore it for 5 seconds before ripping it off and throwing it on the ground

His first score. Malted Milk Balls 

He looks so busted! That was after taking the 3rd candy when the sign clearly says 2!

There he goes again

Batman back in his Bat Cave after a long night of crime solving


And he crawls away into the darkness errrr.... kitchen.


NOVEMBER 2011

Gooble Gobble time. We spent our Thanksgiving at my parents house where of course I ate entirely too much. That's what holidays are about right? Eating so much you wish you hadn't eaten so much... He ate a little bit of everything but not without putting up a fight. He's so picky! 

He's a crawler now, but he had been properly crawling since about 9 months. He's also a stander. He literally starts to do new things right after his Dr's Appointments. Never fails. The Pedi asks, ' Is he pulling up to get to toys? or does he stand?' um no he doesn't. He'll stand if I stand him up and he's holding on to something but never on his own accord. 2 days later, Bam! Look at me, I'm standing! Look at me, I'm cursing around while holding on to furniture. He's amazing! 






He wanted something I had. Remote or my phone. Both amazing in his eyes.

That's a mighty big leg you've got there fella.




Oh almost forgot. J and I got married(again) on November 11th. It was a beautiful ceremony with all of our friends and family. People came from all over to see us unite for the second time. If you're scratching your head like, what the marbles are you talking about, well let me explain. In March of 2010 J and I took a very nice but long drive to Amarillo TX to visit Palo Duro Canyon. We had every intention of going, however mother earth had other plans. It started to rain like madness so we weren't able to go. Instead we enojyed eachother's company and had a late breakfast. The night we drove into town, we settled in and ordered some much needed food. While waiting for said food to arrive, we opened a bottle of wine. Yada yada yada, we're lying in bed and he looks over at me and asks 'wanna marry me'? So romantic eh... I said yea sure buddy because he's a jokester. But he wasn't joking and so we came back from Amarillo an engaged couple. So, while planning the wedding, we came with 11.11.11 would be the day we got married. Well late May we found out we were expecting, so we headed over to the JP and got hitched in July. The ceremony was still booked for us in Nov.2011 so we got to get married all over again. :p 


Mr and Mrs Salinas 

The love of our lives

My beautiful Bridesmaids. 

And the Nerds aka The Groomsmen








DECEMBER 2011 




Is a very bitter sweet month for me. It was the month our boy was born, 7 weeks ahead of schedule. He was a tiny little thing, weighing less than 4lbs. This time last year he was still in the NICU learning how to eat on his own and growing. We would drive up to see him every single day, rain or shine, hail, snow, blizzard, the world was coming to an end. Didn't matter, we were there. It was an emotional roller coaster for all of us, but it hit me the hardest. At least it seemed that way. I know my friends and family stayed strong for me. I was a wreck in every sense of the word. I couldn't sleep, eat or think. My life consisted of pumping milk to take to the hospital, calling to check up on him and crying. It was the hardest 23 days of my life. He finally was able to come home on January 7th my best friends birthday and 4 days before mine. It was THE BEST gift in the world. I was able to cuddle with my lion cub on my birthday. 


After coming home, he was a different child. He seemed so different to me, because he was. He was growing and he was growing at an alarmingly fast pace. He seemed to want to catch up on all he had missed. He amazed me from day one and continues to do so now. I couldn't ask for a better boy to call my son. He's smart, sweet and a tad bit hard headed like his, um dad, yea dad... lol. He's stubborn, clever, sneaky, and a flirt. All the things that make him who he is and I love every single one of them. 


Under the Tree
We visited the Zilker park Tree since they lights weren't up this year. Hopefully they come back in 2012.
Zilker Tree


Just the 3 of us, we can make it we try.. just the 3 of us you, him and I......
Birthday Meal. Spaghetti and Meatballs and garlic bread. 

I've got everything on my face and shirt

Gotta get every last piece


I'm one so it's okay if I nom on this candle 








Jett 1 Day old

Jett's 1st Christmas Dec.19.2011
















1st Birthday!

2nd Christmas




Just looking back at all these photos brings me to tears. How much our son has grown.  We love you so much Jett. 





I can't believe it's almost time for presents. 

Why do you have me standing here like this???

I got blocks, an abacus, a T-Rex roaring head, an old school top and a metal lunch box. I'm the luckiest child ever~

There's more blocks in there!!!! OMG.

All mine!!!

















Thanks for reading!
♥ Salinas Family


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My sweet new ride
















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